Sometimes I just sleep as much as I can to block out the world. (I don't smoke, drink etc.) I skipped almost all my lectures last semester except for a couple.. ended up with mostly As, an A-, and a B+, could have done better if I knew what was even going on. For instance, I was once a vibrant full of life person. I just wanted my pain to be over. “I don’t deserve to live” sometimes means I don’t want to face that I have needs. *FREE* shipping on qualifying offers. When You Don’t Want to Live, but You Don’t Want to Die. When we expect, we stop accepting reality. I say that i love my mom but i don't feel anything special. It’s the … 2015 will be harsh for us in more ways than one. I certainly had no plan to rush the cockpit with a box cutter or anything like that. I'm not depressed at all, I just at times feel like I have nothing but work ahead of me. 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